Some little thing I've discovered here today (or, actually, yesterday) broke deeply into the core of my heart. The thing is, no one will ever realize what it is.
And no one would care about it either. But I'll say no more.

I feel relieved, that I can write here in eng with my new skills (without any doubts) and I think I haven't lost them since I left London in October. It's not like I'm swaggering or something, but almost everybody I know from Poland know english, and my friends from foreign countries know it too, so It's kinda unifying and fits here in my journal.

I was thinking about adding my recent works here, coz' I like this website and I know some cool people who update their profiles from time to time. But, there's a problem. My works are, actually, movies and movie projects. And dA is not a good page for such uploads. Someone could say - who cares! Just add some links and photos of locations/crew/having fun in the studio. I'll "definitely,maybe" do that. I dunno if there's a point in it.

It's been half a year since my last note. A lot happened in my life - more than you think or can imagine. Everything's changed, and I've changed a lot too. It would take eternity to write about these events - even the most important ones, and I don't have that time.

YOU don't have to read this, but I'll write some loose thoughts, events, names, and activities I've been through the last 6 months, from 11th of May 2008:

a new girlfriend, a lot of happiness, maturity exams passed, then test for studies passed, filming school ahead, but during summer, a journey to London with brother and his friends, 24h in bus, pining for my girlfriend throughout the whole journey, different jobs, H&M mailing department, compliance on Heathrow Airport, Airport Security job, thousands of customers daily, talking with people from Japan, Germany, Russia, Netherlands, USA, Canada, beautiful French and Spanish girls and pple from all of the world, getting up at 2:30 AM! to work, hundreds of planes seen every day, new polish friends, english friends, dozens of people met, dozens of places seen, different food, life, reality, shops, clothing, some shopping done, a REAL friend acquired, new music, Big Ben seen, loneliness in 8mln city, big money made, souvenirs bought, clothes bought, parties, fun having, karaoke in Ealing Broadway, shopping in Brent Cross, London Bridge seen, Camden seen, awesome videos and some photos taken, millions of thoughts every night, looking at stars on Northolt Park Hills with her, Living in Northolt and Harrow, 60 pounds lost in a jackpot machine, strolling alone through the London streets, cookies for 30 pence eaten, Tesco shopping, journeys to central London, Hyde Park, living for 3 weeks alone with a beautiful girl, but in the end "only" a friend, but a friend forever, expensive wine drinked, then some problems in job, started smoking heavily, preperations for going home, last shopping done, getting up in the middle of the night, journey to Trafalgar Square alone by bus at 4AM with 2 extra heavy bags, then finally to Victoria Coach Station, last pounds spent for a chocolate bar and coca-cola, a last conversation with a native speaker who came out to be a milionerre, or used to be one (not kidding, google checked),then 24hours in bus, no place like home, in Poland finally, 2 days at home in Olsztyn, then a ride to Warsaw, where I live and study now on Academy of Film and TV, to become a great film editor. Then my girlfriend who stayed in Poland all that time left me, and then...

and that was about 3 months from 11th of May till the begining of October. In a great shortcut of course. I propably forgot about some essential things in this mess. What happened next? Well I don't want to write more of such mess, because it propably isn't nice to read. But there would be even bigger mad list of things since I left home in Olsztyn to study in Warsaw. Maybe I'll write next part more nicely.

cheers,
Al